Thx

It’s my worst 3- week, i think. Feel empty, lonely, meaningless, etc. No one to talk to, no shoulder to cry on, have to stand on my own feet, want to runaway from my own life, etc. It was the first time since i could walk optimistically couple months ago. What’s wrong with me anyway?
I was just so tired of ‘the thing’.
And the question is : “Why me?” “Why always me?”
Hiks hiks...

Thanks D, for cheering me up (a little). Gave me a big hug with your little arms. Called me just to say that u already prepared some gifts + baloons since few weeks ago for my birthday (while i didnt want my birthday to come). Warming my heart when i feel hopeless, made me realize that i was needed, missed and loved. U can keep me stay on this earth.
Yes, i will stay. Thanks 4 everything.